In a second I'm fine, then I'm not

Back in the city, trying to be positive for the new school year. I miss my home a lot, especially my two pets, Matrix and Bak-Bak. Sigh. I miss playing with them and watching endless episodes of The Hills with Joyce. I always feel a sense of dread coming back here now. I guess it's cause I know I'll be spending many stressful nights here trying to decipher the mysterious world of Organic Chemistry II. Eh. What a nightmare. I know these college years are supposed to be the best years of my life, and yet I can't help but crave a life of stability where I can finally support myself. I'm one of those people who dislike change, but I know my 20s are going to be anything but stable. I'm totally PMSing right now, which means I'm doing the whole re-evaluating my life thing and worrying about the future. First day of school tomorrow. I always try to dress nicely on the first week of school-I don't really know why I do this. I guess it's out of habit since I always did that in high school.