Rough times

I'm going through some pretty rough times at the moment. I had a mental breakdown a few days ago-thankfully Phillip tries his best to be supportive when I feel like my life is spiraling downhill way too quickly. I thought I was busy last semester. Now I know what being real busy feels like. I wish there was time to breathe and relax. To be like, "Okay, this is finished. What should I do now?" instead of being like, "Yikes. I have too many things due at the same time."
The housing issue is a nightmare. I really don't think we need a realtor anymore, yet I can't just dump him and ignore his phone calls forever. But seriously, I am still homeless for next semester, and I actually don't care anymore if I stay where I am currently staying again. At least I know there will be a room available and my parents won't yell at me about how my realtor is ripping me off, application fee stuff, notary public crap..etc. I really don't have time to deal with this stuff anymore.
There's another issue I'm dealing with that incredibly sucks. I have already cried about it and suffered enough, so I don't feel like telling my sad story all over again, but just know that it deals with grades. Yeah. I know.
I just hope I never have to feel this way again. This hopeless, frustrating feeling I get when I realize things can't be fixed anymore.
Ugh, such a melancholic post. I'll try to be happier next time, but life just really sucks right now, so expect more ranting posts about my sad life.