Yet I'm on here since I haven't updated in awhile and I don't want to do my homework, which consists of writing a Microbiology Lab Report and doing a Microbiology Writing Assignment, both of which are no fun and I am probably going to neglect both unfortunately. It's a Thursday and I don't want to do any homework even though I haven't done anything productive again this week. Gosh, this is kind of becoming a problem, eh? I really, really want to go to Seville, Spain next summer. Adviser says I should go. Now the only problem, beside it costing around $9000 which does not include airfare, is whether or not my parents would allow me to go. Because, you know, they are the ones with money so they kind of control my life. I guess you could say one of the reasons I want a high-paying job in the future (beside, you know, living comfortably in a big city) is that I want to be able to do all the things I couldn't do as a young adult because my parents wouldn't let me/pay for it. Like, I have not really been to a concert before, and I'm 21 already. That's kinda sad. Somehow, Joyce gets away with this and somehow pays for her concert adventures herself...But whenever I want to buy a concert ticket, my mom's like, "Wow it costs so much..How are you going to get there? You don't have a car. Who's going with you? Shouldn't you be concentrating on schoolwork, etc." So yeah, it sucks. And also most of the time I'm interested in bands that my friends are not interested in. But is going by myself to a Tiesto concert really that sad? I guess the solution to this is to find friends who are willing to pay $58.50 for a Tiesto concert ticket. This shouldn't be hard, since Tiesto is so famous, but the ticket's pretty expensive. Sigh. I am whining on here again. Also, I want lots of clothes. Not necessarily designer clothes, but just nice clothes that I would feel pretty/good in. Ok. End of my whining about how I don't have nice things.It's going to take me 2 more years to get a degree if I don't get into Pharm. school. Reason enough to study my butt off and intern like crazy, right? The thing is, that's just not going to happen. I will try my best to study but if I'm tired/hungry/feeling down it's just not going to go well. Ugh why am I so negative, and I just turned 21 too. I guess I'm just feeling extremely overwhelmed. Now I guess I will go read bio because it seems like reading is all I can do these days without pulling my hair out.
I know this is an old post, but I hope you can still get notifs of comments.
ReplyDeleteI don't think there's anything wrong with going to a concert by yourself because I actually do it all the time. At a concert, you don't really talk to the people around you anyway, since you're just there to enjoy the music.
But I guess at the end of the day, I don't have anyone who's shared my concert memory with me, and it ends up just being a lonely one.
Since this is going to end up turning into a blog post about me, I'm going to stop here. :|